Thursday, December 27, 2007

civilized., naaaah

The type of culture and society developed by a particular nation or region or in a particular epoch.,
this I believe in, its the history I have read about n everything.

what I fail to accept is this., that humanity as a race is civilized., there are maybe a very high number of people who are civilized in thought., but not all.

the point I am making is this:

  • people ( educated ones ) are still superstitious to a very high extent, this is uncivilized to me.
  • till date a lot of parents are biased towards their sons.
  • people get personal with everything, they are very agitated n frustrated and simply look out for reasons to fight.
  • people are so ready to fight or yell or abuse., they simply need reasons.,
  • people consume so much alcohol, drugs n everything.,
  • there is gender bias, religious bias., regional bias., bias of literally all kinds possible.,
  • parents are ok if their sons have girl friends, but are simply against their daughters being in a relationship.,
  • love marriages, inter caste marriages are still opposed.,
  • there is too much crime.,
  • people r almost dying to have the third world war.,
  • there is enough ammunition to kill every human 7times.,
  • some smart arses have created global warming as a threat., so that humanity is busy n lost with the same and the third world war is avoided.,
  • the world is not run by governments but companies.,

where are we heading?

civilized.!! no no .. not for me.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

how you transfer songs to my i-pod

Hi Tamanjit,

The box that looks like a sweets’ box to you, contains the ipod in one piece with a connector cum charger (which I will call the ‘cable’ henceforth) and an ear phone.

What you do is get everything out of the box and don’t waste time looking at it, nor do U waste time criticizing it.

The cable has two ends, one is a USB and the other one, the only thing I can tell you about the other one is that you plug it in the ipod’s arse.
Connect accordingly.

Once U do that, the computer should detect that ipod as a USB device, the following things hold true only if it does recognize it.

Now the ipod is like a USB hard drive, and you will find it in my computer.

You treat it like any other USB drive for the time being, go ahead and open it, there you will find the i-tunes software.

Don’t think much after seeing it, simply install the software.

Once the software is installed half the work is done, remove the ipod by stopping the USB drive from the icon in the right corner of your screen.

Re-plug the USB end of the cable into your computer, and then open i-tunes if it does not automatically.

It will detect the ipod and ask you if you would like to proceed, which you certainly will or else why would be here in the first place, on the first screen make sure the manually manage music or something similar option is selected.

Once you get done with this, go to file menu, under which you have a add files to the library sub menu

Choose all the songs you have to transfer and wait the i-tunes software to add them, look for album art and a few more stuff, it will all this on its own once you select the songs that need to be added to the library.

Once the songs are in the library, simply select them all.
You will see the ipod ( by the name naked fakir) in the left window pane, just below it would be an option titled music, drag and drop all the songs from the library to the same, this should start copying the audio songs to the ipod, choose a big number say 15gb or something, start the copy process and by the time your back from your jog, they should be done.


Varshney: correct this if you find any mistakes, and please be ready to guide Mr. Bindra for the video songs transfer just incase he needs help with that.



Thanks,
Vikramjeet.





All rights reserved to Mr. Vikramjeet singh Gambhir.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

:p

me: indrajeet, I feel like killin some1.

him: kill some mosquitoes before U go off to sleep :p

Saturday, December 22, 2007

the world is too loud.

Friday, December 21, 2007

sin

regret is the cardinal sin

Thursday, December 20, 2007

spirituality

getting high on nature

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

we live in a fucked up world.

.. ..

dance..

Monday, December 17, 2007

Ted Mosby: I m going by ohio, shud I drop U on the way.

Marshall Eriksen: My parents live in ohio, I live in the moment.


------- How I met your mother.

wise

only a wise man can know that he is a fool

Saturday, December 08, 2007

people

people bribe goD, and they call me an atheist.

why

why is the desire to be someone special so strong.?
why do you crave so much to have a special quality in U?
why can't you simply accept that your not one of the few, and that you are simply another piece of organic mass which will be dead soon and nobody's life will change.?

Friday, December 07, 2007

dreams

Wat is the dream of all dreams.,
Wat is the real dreams.
The one in which U realize that ur in a dream.,


N the tricky part is till U don’t realize ur dreaming, the moment U do so, it ends.


The mind is a piece of lame shit,
U dream tonight,
Then get up in the morning realizing that it was just a dream n nothing to be serious off n all that. N Ur very sure that it was not for real and just a dream.
and when U have another dream U simply forget , Ur mind forgets that it’s a dream n its unreal n U fall in the trap again.

The dream is a trap of the mind.


But there is this set of dreams , “ wet dreams”
Which r very amazing in the way that they initiate something , they cause ejaculation which in real life U cant do without hands,
I was zapped wen I realized this..


orgasm is of the mind n not just the body.
i had read this is in a book somewhere that the reason why orgasm is bliss cuz U forget about the partition of the mind, U forget the existence of two parts of the brain, the gap is bridged..

wen I read all this n think about it, I feel the mind yearns a lot for orgasm, it just loves it too much, the only reason it takes such short spans is cuz the orgasm is a threat to the mind's existence itself..

...

opinions are a subset of ur dirty mind thats it.

there is nothing more to it.,
whatever is significant in life is not worth arguing.,opinions give U strong reasons to argue..




in nature everything is perfect and as it shud be all roles r defined we humans create problems to keep the mind occupied its so subtle
that we tend to think them as a part of life.,its like this U get up n have to choose what clothes to wear how much will ur life change if U dont make that choice




humaari zindagi mein
sirf ek hi farak aa sakta hain
humara vision clear ho sakta hian
thats it
aur kuch yeh samajh aa sakti hain ki kya vyarth hain aur kya kaam ka hain.,
actually speaking ki yeh samajh aa sakti hain ki sab kuch hi vyarth hain..

Thursday, December 06, 2007

this is how U kick some wanna be arse, DT style

listen you fucktard, firstly wannbie bobo's like you need to get a bit lingua savvy, just in case you even do refrain form the *uber coolness* fr lac of better words *an attention seeking self proclaimed cliched rocksta* , i dint even bother going thru that entire pop up , but with wadever i cud gather is ur someone with a comprehence barrier!! savvy again?? try various sophisticated means to get uplisted here! else take the highway! who are you? do i fucking care?? go sedate urself lowlife coz ur verdict means jack to me! your even gettin a piece of me as off now coz im totally offsick, nuffin better in plate which is y i even resort to revert to a 2 bit rag tag like you! psyco me ?? i mean what bigger psyco who splatters pompus boobalishios women across the web, ur KPI is manning excel, dun get into nigrities of whose who! i see a lot of commoners uplisted here, do i still care? Here, take a tip, mind ur own beef, stop wiffing under petticoats! too much download aye?? half of it went beyond too aye?? lotsa



lotsa communication coaches in stream where u work, go rattle some to decipher what i penned you dislexic , Cheers! love to the Stream'ers


-- DT

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

notice

i m goin kinda crazy about watching the last call duration, at times I am so keen for the call to end so that I get that glimpse.,
i just want to know how the call lasted and then I start forming patterns as to what is the general duration for which i talk to some people n likewise.

its a lil spooky at times wen I end up talkin the exact same duration for two consecutive calls.,
its a lil weird but its a nice thing to do., U keep urself occupied one way or the other.,

Saturday, December 01, 2007

if

if Hitler had not killed himself.,
I wud be typing this in geRman rite now..

Monday, November 26, 2007

opinions

have opinions.,
don't get identified wit them.

Friday, November 23, 2007

w/e

everything can be a hoaX ,
unless proved otherwise..

Thursday, November 22, 2007

woody allen

"the question is....have i learned anything about life...only that...only that...humans beings are divided into mind and body....the mind embraces all the noble aspirations like poetry,philosophy...but..the body has all the fun..the important thing..i think.. is not to be bitter....you know...if it turns out that there is a God, i don't think that he's evil i think that the worst that you can say about him is that basically he's an underachiever...after all..you know...there are worst things in life than death...i mean...if you've ever spent an evening with an insurance salesman...you know exactly what i mean....the key here is i think is to...do not think of death as end...but...but think of it more as a very effective way of cutting down on your expenses...regarding love.... you know...what can you say....its not the quantity of your sexual relations that count...its the quality..on the other hand if the quantity drops below once every 8 months...i will definitely look into it...well...thats about it from me folks...Goodbye....."


In case of war I am a hostage


I'd rather be blind than dead, when you're dead your options decrease


Last night I discovered a new form of oral contraceptive. I asked a girl to go to bed with me and she said no."


"The pacient says:
-Doctor, doctor, it hurt when i do this (waving the hand)
The doc says:
-Don't do it!!!"

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

wat if...

Wat if goD was sane ?

:p

the want to be wanted tops the list..

Saturday, November 17, 2007

q & A

me : is there a fucking point If I am stuck in reality

sayoni: is there a fucking point in answering this question....?

..

मज़े की बात तोह यह हैं की हर

शक्स अपने आप को खोना चाहता हैं

Thursday, November 15, 2007

ironies of life

People look at the line and not the point when its easier to look at the point.

Moreover in the whole process, they simply miss the point.

Our life is like this

“a prostitute trying to regain her social status and the irony is deep down she knows it very clearly that it can’t be done”

topi's poem

I will ditch the bitch,

then,

I will kill the bitch..

Friday, November 09, 2007

speech..

Bruno: vicky ur so animal like.

Me: watt> how ru talking..

Bruno: oh shut up U lamer, I can talk from a very long time, itz just that I choose not to,

I m so old now, I cant take it anymore.

Me: old..!!! U kidding me.

Bruno: ya ya, I m 11yr

( I started smiling, was abt to laugh )

Bruno: oye, I m a dog not a human, aur 2-4 saal mein mar jaunga..

Me: oh so ur aware of it.

Bruno: U think I m dumb or something. Well cut the crap, n let me get to the point or

else Ull be ur general self n deviate from the topic by givin me some random bullshit.

Me: fuk, U know me that well

Bruno: see there U go again, I m not falling for the trick this time,

n here is the point..

for the last 2days I have been observing U very keenly, especially when U wud talk

against the diwali celebration thing, I mean the bursting cracker n all the noise.

It mite sound a lil odd, but for a change I think U made some sense, whats with U

Guys??

Me: (by this time I was a lil zapped, my dog turned out smarter than me )

U Guys, wat do U mean, U also have this us n them thing, so itz U animals against

Humans,

Bruno: oye, shut up. I m gonna do all the talking here. U keep mum, n listen..

Me: ahaan!! Keep mum n all that, copying me..

Bruno: will U , can U plz shut up. I m feeling very strange rite now, so I need to talk to

some1, n ur like the chosen one.

( by this time, I was like fuk.. wat a dog !! )

Bruno: wat is wrong with U guys?? why do U guys do all the wrong stuff at the wrong times.

lemme start with diwali, why so many crackers, such loud noise. Morning U don’t let

me sleep, evening when the frequency of crackers is too high n too loud, U leave me

scared at home and go away, I resist so much, don’t wanna bite U guys n all that but

U take advantage of my innocence.

One point u creatures do all this environment talking n all that shit, global warming,

proper waste disposal, n wat not shit. Everyday there is some shit in ur news papers,

Tv’s n all that ( n goD that tv is so borin n repetitive )

Ya first talk about saving the environment so much, then go on polluting it like crazy

in the name of culture n all that,

If this is not enough, U guys argue so much over everything, I thought since U guys

talk, have a language n all that, it shud be easier, n U have simply made it very

tough, so much ego n non-sense, U fight for every small reason possible n thinkable.

Then these stupid creatures on the roads I see every morning, more than half of

them are so fat, I mean gOD, don’t U guys have a lil sense about eating habits.

Eat a lil moderately n it should be taken care off, but no.. first U have to eat too

much, go fat like crazy n then try n keep on loosing the same. then ur no different

Me : getting personal eh-!...

Bruno: U seem to talk n think diff., have ur own limited set of arguments with people n U seem to get away in most cases, n U think ur smart .. just another wanna be is wat U

are at the core, though U seem a lil diff on the surface.

Bruno: from wat I know about ur god waali theories n stuff like that, U guys r supposed to

be better than us, since U have a so called brain n a better thinking ability. I mean

what crap, U guys seem below us., actually U are. Too much unrest in those heads of Urs.. n Ur so bored, U need tv, computer, music , pets , etc..etc..

ya, why the fuck do U take us away from our parents to show ur love n all that senti

shit. Or Ur too bored of humans n want some change, so U keep trying animals,

arent wat 6 billion humans enough for U, all ur scientific inventions n all that,

not enough ki U need to deprive us of the love of our parents, the only way ull realize

this is when ur kids will be taken away ..

Waise there are some sensible humans, heard of this quote somewhere

“man’s love for a bird, a cage…

goD’s love for a bird, nature “

Y are quality humans so less in number, y do most of U under perform in ur life.

Since U have kept me as a pet for so long, I will give U an advice.

“keep it simple, let the others go to hell

If u can take care of urself for whatever time U live, its enough.!!“

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

belief

belief is the biggest sign of ignorance
















(P.S: dont believe me )

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

practice

Practice, don’t preach.

Wonder what I am doing here.,

I Am practicing to preach :P

Sunday, November 04, 2007

screwed

stop blaming others like losers
the fault is always wit oneself n not others n circumstances
do remember that
if ur screwed
U must have some contribution in th same

..

There is nothing like being urself.,

U simply have to stop being some1 else..!!

We are nothing but a bunch of

intellectually confined pseudo wanna be’s..!!

Friday, November 02, 2007

evolution.

science is evolving not men

there is ample proof around U to emphasize that

there are exceptions like

Buddha., Einstein., osho., Jesus etc

but then there are no generalization rules for exception

contrast.

Mind loves imbalance

and the body hates it.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

we..Us.. watever.

We are nothing but a set of belief systems, still we are so stubborn about the same,

To make these sound very valuable n stuff like that, we call them values, principles etc.

Why we do so is to simply make our ego stronger, have more things to be stubborn about,

Find an identity with these things as a means, otherwise what are we?

Nothing but another organic mass on this planet.

temptation

Temptation is like the biggest excuse, n its so closely related to knowledge..

Try this,

Sit in front of a computer with a someone and play any game ( say spider solitaire ) the only condition is that you should be good at

playing the game and the other person should be a newbie, or maybe someone who cant play as good as you,

when he / she is stuck somewhere you get so eager to tell what to do, and show how smart you are or how dumb the other person is.

Why does knowing something hold so much value to us that we cling so hard to whatever little we know?

The idea comes in from the education system, all that matters in education is what you know and the more you know as compared to

The rest, the higher value you hold.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

y..???

Who do all the gods get up so early??

Monday, October 29, 2007

expectation is sin

Accept is the word not expect…

....

Avoid rape,

Say yes :P

Friday, October 26, 2007

...

Varun : arey madman, kaafi changed lag raha hain, thoda weight loose kiya hain tune aur haan

Daadi (beard ) achchi lag rahi thi , kyun hata di

Me : dandruff ho gaya tha :-P

at least.

There is at least one major fucK up in everyone’s life.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

another ...

anything written has a hypnotic effect on the human mind

chase.

You will loose a lot of money chasing women,

But you won’t loose women chasing money..

-------I think I love my wife.

another ...

It don’t matter to existence whether U exist or not,


Ur just another creature on this planet,

Others need U as U need them..

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

desire

Desire, is a strange phenomenon.

For a desire to exist it has to be unattainable,

unachievable or else it can’t exist.

Its very nature is such.

Lao Tzu says something very amazing yet very simple about desire,

He simply says, “ all desires are wrong.”

There r some interesting explanations I read about the same.

All desires are wrong, and what do religious people do.

They also create a desire in you to be moral, good n stuff like that.

U mite wonder what is wrong in that?

There certainly is, the worst thing U can do to God is make him a desire,

U cant want to attain God, n that is where religions are going wrong.

They create strong desires in you to attain heaven and all that, they say Ull find immortal beauties in heaven, there is no point running behind the beauties on this earth, the ones in heaven never grow old n stuff like that. They say everything is better in heaven n all that, n make ur desires very strong, but its so so lame.

It’s the same thing.

Here U are hung up in desires of becoming rich, famous, an ambition , career, good husband / wife n all that., in their world U want to be like God.

Both ways U are a wanna be.

thanQ lao Tzu..

..

Fear and laziness are the two most common human characteristics

-- waking life

Saturday, October 20, 2007

parents

If ur parents are annoyed with U, don’t worry even buddha’s parents were

Thursday, October 18, 2007

ayn rand

idealistic: U say ayn rand is idealistic, U can’t owe her a better compliment than that.

It simply shows that you know she is right and yet you wanna argue., very strange., ironical indeed..U mean to say.,she is too good to be true., strange again.

( this is a thought by Mr Siddhartha Varshney, she doesn blog, so I used it )

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

are U?

are you like all farts and no shit??

at times

at times, U cant justify what U think, or believe or follow or something like that,

It is a sign of a borrowed thought process and nothing.

To me a borrowed thought is not an issue., but you should know why U follow something or someone..

at times

at times, U cant justify what U think, or believe or follow or something like that,

It is a sign of a borrowed thought process and nothing.

To me a borrowed thought is not an issue., but you should know why U follow something or something..

bored to death

Bored to death.

I used to think that its death and not sex and other stuff that drives our lives, but now-a-days, I feel its boredom.

We humans are bored to death creatures, so bored that we need to kill time some way or the other. Mind you, no other living creature is bored except us.

What are we, a bunch of bored to deaths souls, who have nothing better to do in life,

I am repeating the lines again and again to emphasize the point.

But there is a very strong catch with boredom, a lot of things turn out because of it. We are bored, so to kill time we keep on trying and end up discovering a lotta new things.

Moreover we come to the cosmic questions,

  1. who are we?
  2. why are we here?
  3. why me and not anyone else? And stuff like that.

Its this boredom that acts a catalyst when we seek answers. It is this boredom that takes us to a point where in there is so much discontent that we are forced to try, to take the leap.

Boredom otherwise is a lame activity, but if given a proper channel can prove to be the biggest gift to mankind, and in a way this is what separates us from all other animals.

Monday, October 15, 2007

someday.

they say.,
there are three basic necessities in life
1. food
2. clothing
3. shelter.

I say there are four.
and the fourth one is more important ..
its
bullshit.,
yes U read it rite,
"BUll Shit "

its somethng like this.,
half of the world bullshits wit their truth.,
the other half wit their lies.


i'm a complete duffer and this whole bullshit is bullshit so there is nothing to believe and only silence to be in.....peace
indian ocean n floyd rule
\m/


life IS a game
n U cant choose to not play.,
everyone does.,
there never was a choice.,
either u can stand laugh and play.,
or u can always be a wannabe escapist

moreover.,
life's an irony.,
n facts don't change for anyone..


n ya.,
If U need a gaurantee.,
go buy a toaster..""

Sunday, October 14, 2007

wisdom.

uR wisdom does not

make others foolish.

baBa ka jawaab nahin

Me: suggest me some books

baBa: Playboy.. :)

Saturday, October 13, 2007

trust


trust is an assumption.,

Its another chance that U simply take with a lot of anticipation..

how can U?

How can U be so unkind and end up fuckin ur own mind?

Q&A

Ques. can 2 sane people be in a relationship?

Ans. Naaa, that’d too selfish

Friday, October 12, 2007

who..

Freedom,

Who is the culprit??

The person who denies your freedom in the name of anything or YOU.

I think both are or maybe no one is,

What is the deal.?

Why would give someone so much authority that taking it away would hurt them?

Or why would someone impose so much authority that it would hurt if you deprive them of the same.

Freedom in its neatest form is when left to the individual.

This needs no explaination.

if you have arguments like then if I feel like killing I might as well go kill someone or cause destruction,

then You are not an intended reader for this post.

Don’t equate freedom with insanity.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

conversation

Me :

read illusions yesterday, I feel like doping.

Varsha:

illusions is a lovely book.. if U dope ur more likely to suffer from parkinsons which is curable but ur less likely to suffer from schizophrenia.. jus something I read in my text

Me:

If U wanna say no or something, simply say it

Varsha:

Hehe .. sorry.. drugs actually induce the release of dopamine…

which is a substance released by the brain when we ‘re happy.. so dope’s alright if U don’t use it too much.. in which case the brain fails to produce dopamine without the catalyst of dope.. which means u’d be unhappy without dope… anyway m sayin all that coz m kicked that I know… smoke up if ya want to.. fa lala la lala la…

Me:

ya ya, right got it., I wont dope but I feel so much.

Varsha:

Arrey dhakkan why bother to dope… look at the invincible sky feel the incredibly alive earth under ur feet… the sweet air U inhale every moment.. all the amazing loving people U’ve known.. how far U’ve come… how vibrantly alive U are at this moment the simple yet overwhelming joy of just being here under the million odd stars.. sing away n spin for your internal dancer on this stage… twirl spin n leap for joy… it don’t take no time to get mindnumbingly high….

liberty

Ur liberty is your own., and U don't need to ask permissions for the same.
Grab it., actually there is no need to grab it either,
its already yours.
stop believing that others have to approve of it.

abt me

wat is the first thing U notice abt me.?
nice question eh.

I am a hoax., simply a hoax.,
another bored to death human like evry1 of U.,
so really lame to not know it.,
others knowin it ( more helpless ) cuz they cant do a thing abt it.

I m another ordinary creature who falls in either of the two categories.,
1. do something to seek attention
2. don't do anything, cuz it arouses the same curiosity amongst others.,

both are conformists one way or the other.,
they have formed two groups us and them.,

us - are at times very good with words n thngs like setting trends n evrything that they end foolin others (them ) that they are very contended in life.,

them- simply go on sayin ., these thngs that U ( us) talk abt are not practical n evrything.

its so ironical but both are so dependent on each other.,
Us will say we dont give a damn.,
this line is more contradicting than most things.,
if U really dont give a damn., y even care to say that.?
I thnk not sayin the same would be a clearer msg.,
but how will us exist without them.,
whom will they prove lame n say they have risen n are better n shit like that.,


n them simply go on living with amazing dreams n their only n biggest refuges are
majority is right, n good of others is the only good.

its so catchy.,
i m so lost n stuck in reality.,
who am I ?
i find no better answer than the fact tht I am a hoax.,
n a very lame one too..

Monday, October 08, 2007

these days

getting scrwed in life is ok.
,the trick is to not let urself know.

adaptation

When in rome.,

Screw the romans

Sunday, October 07, 2007

ask ., cuz no one else will

Ru an attention seeker.?

The form be any.,

Ask this to yourself everyday, n just see the variety of answers U get.,

At times U wud get justifications how this is not something to seek attention n all n its wat U are, ( authenticity I mean ) and in the mean while U end realizing a lot about yourself, U get to know yourself better.

Moreover this also helps in dissolving the ego, though the process is slow, but It kinda works.

U do something and the moment U realize it was simply to seek attention, it gets tough to repeat the same, at times a lotta things in our routine are nothing but attention seeking activities, it just that we have been doing them unconsciously for so long that we tend to take them for real.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

desire to live.

Passions, hobbies, ambitions, etc.. n things like wise have become so much of a need.

We need all these or else we mite die of boredom, frustration,

There is so much need to kill time or else man will go crazy.,

There is a this quote that says

“man needed work , so he invented the alarm clock”..

wat is it that we are actually tryin to achieve out of like.,

is there really a goal?

Desting followers say its all defined, and there is no end or start and Ur simply playing your part, and others are playing theirs,

Can there be a desire to live without the above mentioned things?

freedom

Freedom not only implies the liberty of doing right to urself and others, but also doing wrong to both, Or else its like

“cage Is a cage , even if it were of gold”..

Wat religions, and the various ‘isms’ do is that they give U a domain to be free in, its kinda lame if taken in that sense,

For instance a religion mite not actually want U to be binded to that one particular religion, but people have been makin rituals out of religion for centuries, n hence the pretense and the mis interpretation.

there is one catch, religions and the other ‘isms’ tell you or want you to be like someone or fit in a definition and stuff to qualify, but they never want you to be urself, that is something they are very much against, n in the past any or all kinds of followers have been looked up with so much respect and dignity that its really tough to find a flaw in the same, they say you must be ready to kill others or die for ur beliefs, its so lame and suicidal, but it has been looked up with immense respect and pride, every mother in Punjab would send her elder son to the army, to die for the country, -- What kinda love is this for a child??

Children have been made to believe that dying or killing for ur beliefs is the biggest virtue possible.

I can’t understand how, but I have rarely seen children being told to live for wat they think and know, knowing is dangerous.

And even if its ur belief system why do U seek conformance from others, why do U force others (children and family)to follow U..

A classic example of this was Mahatma Gandhi, he lived his life with satyagraha and all that ( there is a lot of controversy abt that too) , and forced his family to live in the same manner.

Its very ironical, Buddha was not a Buddhist, Jesus was not a Christian n like wise..

Then there is a new bunch of so called ‘intellectually free religious creatures’ they read a variety of scriptures and claim to be religiously broad minded, I mean this is contradicting in a way,

Why do U need support from religions to be broad minded.

Wat is more important, reading a 1000verses everyday and knowing them by heart

OR

Being able to practice a selected few of them throughout your life,

How does one define freedom, as it is we are so dependent intellectually on books, religious , non religious, fiction, etc. etc.

Can there really be something worthy of being called as freedom? Where in no thought is dependent in any form, U dnt say I m sane cuz I follow this and that..

Its like the hindi sayin

“ hamaam mein sabhi nange hain”

or more like th English one

where is your line in the sand ??”

If U need a guarantee, go buy a toaster.

--- One of the Good bad Ugly movies

wisdom, guilt

Wisdom hurts,

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/wisdom

wisdom in plain words is the ability to differentiate between right and wrong.

guilt is of two kinds.

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/guilt


1

.guilt after doing something wrong, U drink , smoke, cheat etc, etc., n U keep on feeling guilty after having done the same, something that U think or know is wrong., ( reasons maybe any ) for instance a jain might feel guilty after consuming onions, n likewise.

This guilt is centered around the ‘wrong’.

2.

"to me guilt and wisdom go hand in hand, when U get rid of ur guilt, it becomes wisdom."


guilt after U realize, wat the right is. U end up understanding and then you are liberated in a way,
Ur devoid of that guilt, if for instance smoking helped when U were tense,

U quit smoking and come to a point where U realize it was all psychological.

The trick is when you are in a mess, your mind tempts you to smoke, telling U how it helped you in your past, n U so want to give in at times, but then there is a prominently strong voice in head saying ( you know its just a psychological thing, smoking a cigarette aint gonna help, cuz now U know its stupid, previously you dint), to me this voice that talks is wisdom.

Friday, October 05, 2007

??

is there a fucking point in anything??

.. .. ..

its easier to motive people

against something than for it..

attention.

most things we do are to seek attention,

there is so much value in seeking conformance from the crowd,

all that is there is to seek the approval of others,

what do junkies do? they do something or the other very unusual to seek attention from others, from the crowd, that is all they crave for, if they get it, the jobs’ well done,

now the interesting query that arises in the head is how do U define authenticity,

if someone is very creative enough to come with a new look, say a hair style, or any other thing,

is it to seek attention or it is an outcome of their creative energy,

the only way to deal with a junkie is not give them any attention,

U see some with red color in their hair, and U want to discourage them,

U want them to stop the crap,

simply don’t ask, don’t comment whether its bad or good,

its creates a lot of anxiety in their heads,

they get so messed up and confused,

I did something out of the league and still they are not noticing it,

He gets very confused,

He mite try harder or maybe realize the stupidity of it and stop.

My writing a blog and asking a few people to read it also falls in this category at times,

I dunno if I seek conformance but I wanna hear wat thoughts ( if any ) that arise in people’s heads when they read it.

Thursday, October 04, 2007

most..

Human body is the most egoistic entity in this world.

sane

Act sanely, it gives others a reason good enough to follow U..

Friday, September 28, 2007

rarely..

religious people rarely realize

that they are wanna be’s too.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

choose

Choose..

Why do you write??

1. no reason et all

2. there is one but U wanna keep it private

3. publicity stunt

4. time killer

5. U never thought there had to be a reason, but wrote cuz people used to,

and now that I am asking., Ur like waadddd???

6. Others please specify..

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

perception is where we all differ


Q: define perception...and dont say its the way u see things...thats a cliche
Ans:
a single unified awareness derived from sensory processes while a stimulus is present.


Q: so u believe it is always: Singular
and based only on sensory processes??

Ans:
in a way yes.,
i cant describe it.,
in a casual.,
its our take on things.,
which is formed on the basis of our conditioning .,
n more importantly our perception about others things.,
its like a recursive definition..



Q: perception of other thigs..so u believe its never ever isolated?

Ans:
i dnt think so.,
but i really dont know.,
to me the definition is very confusing.,
if it were alone it wud be based on an assumption.,
n also on ur perception again that U wnt reagard ur assumption as a perception..

eGo

Osho has said.,

the ego is absolutely masturbation.

you do everything to yourself through your own reflections”

if ur wondering why ego., then here it is.,
U can say 99% of th world around us is ego.,

what is ego.?
In a basic sense., its a wrong interpretation of the self.,
Nature sends us empty handed n takes us away empty handed..

ego starts the moment ur born or at times even before that..

few things we get at birth.,
a name.,
religion.,
family.,
home.,
neighbours., etc..

then they become our identity.,
we are no more..

after th primitive age is over.,
we start schooling. then another identity is added to us.,
school., then th class ., then ur rank in the class.,
ur frens in school..

some day U grow up., meet people of the opposite sex.,
fall in love giving urself another identity., and all ur life.,
things get accumulated..

one fine day if someone asks you.,
"who are you?"
U simply dont know.,
cause U have been conditioned to believe that all the
identities you wre given since childhood is wat you are.,
n moreover
these fake identities ( fake in the sense U dont discover them., they
are simply passed on to you )
lead to all the conflicts n fights n literally all the wrong things in
life..

you are ready to kill others ., not just one or two.,
entire towns ., nations are killed .,
n the reason
someone made fun of ur name ., ur religion., n other things.,
things that are nt even a part of you.,

U go on killin., fightin for somethin you dont even have.,
U have a feelin all ur life that its urs.,
U posses it.,

but one cant possess anythin but oneself.,
actually U cant even posses urself.,
we have a belief we do.,
but there r so many obligations that are imposed on Us.,
that we cant even posses ourselves..


anothr example of ego is somethin U mite not agree to.,
one of the biggest gifts of mind is language.,
n one of language's best is humor.,

most humor is centered around the ego.,
either U make fun of someone's religion.,
his body.,
his origin.,
n things like that.,

n wat does one get after it., ego satisfaction.,
so many., rather most of us., live for ego satisfaction.,


there is this movie revolver which has few lines that mean a lot.,

here U go.,

There is something about urself that
you dont know., something you wil deny that it even exists., untill its too late to do something about it., Its th only reason you get up in the morning., only reason you suffer in the shitty bus., the blood., the sweat and the tears.,this is because you want people to know how good., attractive, funny,active generous., and clever you really are.? fear or revere me., but please think I am special.
If You have an addiction., a group of junkies are all in it for a slap on th back and the gold watch., th hip hop who fuckin raw.,
look at the clever boy with th badge polishing his tropy., shine on ur crazy diamond..
cause we are just monkey's wrapped in suits begging for th approval of others..
If we knew this we wouldn do this...
Someone is hiding this from us., n if U had a second chance you would ask WHY..?


I feel this post is incomplete.,
dunno wen but wil complete it someday.,
if U can help me do so., ur most welcome.,

Saturday, September 22, 2007

is it??

iS history reliable?

Thursday, September 20, 2007

they dont

Facts don’t give a damn about difference of opinion.

how??

How would you respond to a friend pointing out some kind of hypocrisy practiced by the elders in your family??

Monday, September 17, 2007

What is better???

Case 1: a child paints something, its not good, not worth that much of an appreciation,Should the mother be telling the child that its very nice, n U tried very hard n that is what matters, and every1 can’t be a great artist n boasting things like that.

Case 2: Or she should simply tell the child, well tried but U were no where close to the mark, so that the child realizes where he/she stands.


The similar scenario can be considered between 2frens, a couple, etc etc..

Sunday, September 16, 2007

kyun??

why is it so necessary??

why.

Can’t we hold back our

emotions,

feelings,

thoughts, etc.etc.

why is there so strong a craving to vent everything out,

why can’t we contain these things inside,

why is it so tough??