eGo

Osho has said.,

“the ego is absolutely masturbation.

you do everything to yourself through your own reflections”

if ur wondering why ego., then here it is.,
U can say 99% of th world around us is ego.,

what is ego.?
In a basic sense., its a wrong interpretation of the self.,
Nature sends us empty handed n takes us away empty handed..

ego starts the moment ur born or at times even before that..

few things we get at birth.,
a name.,
religion.,
family.,
home.,
neighbours., etc..

then they become our identity.,
we are no more..

after th primitive age is over.,
we start schooling. then another identity is added to us.,
school., then th class ., then ur rank in the class.,
ur frens in school..

some day U grow up., meet people of the opposite sex.,
fall in love giving urself another identity., and all ur life.,
things get accumulated..

one fine day if someone asks you.,
"who are you?"
U simply dont know.,
cause U have been conditioned to believe that all the
identities you wre given since childhood is wat you are.,
n moreover
these fake identities ( fake in the sense U dont discover them., they
are simply passed on to you )
lead to all the conflicts n fights n literally all the wrong things in
life..

you are ready to kill others ., not just one or two.,
entire towns ., nations are killed .,
n the reason
someone made fun of ur name ., ur religion., n other things.,
things that are nt even a part of you.,

U go on killin., fightin for somethin you dont even have.,
U have a feelin all ur life that its urs.,
U posses it.,

but one cant possess anythin but oneself.,
actually U cant even posses urself.,
we have a belief we do.,
but there r so many obligations that are imposed on Us.,
that we cant even posses ourselves..

anothr example of ego is somethin U mite not agree to.,
one of the biggest gifts of mind is language.,
n one of language's best is humor.,

most humor is centered around the ego.,
either U make fun of someone's religion.,
his body.,
his origin.,
n things like that.,

n wat does one get after it., ego satisfaction.,
so many., rather most of us., live for ego satisfaction.,

there is this movie revolver which has few lines that mean a lot.,

here U go.,

There is something about urself that
you dont know., something you wil deny that it even exists., untill its too late to do something about it., Its th only reason you get up in the morning., only reason you suffer in the shitty bus., the blood., the sweat and the tears.,this is because you want people to know how good., attractive, funny,active generous., and clever you really are.? fear or revere me., but please think I am special.
If You have an addiction., a group of junkies are all in it for a slap on th back and the gold watch., th hip hop who fuckin raw.,
look at the clever boy with th badge polishing his tropy., shine on ur crazy diamond..
cause we are just monkey's wrapped in suits begging for th approval of others..
If we knew this we wouldn do this...
Someone is hiding this from us., n if U had a second chance you would ask WHY..?

I feel this post is incomplete.,
dunno wen but wil complete it someday.,
if U can help me do so., ur most welcome.,